Why am I having a mini-melt down about moving? Why are there so many things in my life that are stressing me out beyond belief? I cant decide if I want to move before I move, cant decide if I want to get a job before I move. Cant decide if getting a job will only further stress me out considering this last super hectic and demanding semester of school before graduation I’ve got coming up. I feel bad because I dont have the time to spend with friends and family like I want to before I leave. I feel stressed about what’s going to happen once I move and actually start living in this new phase of life. I’m afraid that it wont be the magical amazing experience everyone says it is. I am looking forward to getting away from the many voices of people telling me who I am, what to do, how to think. I’m looking forward to having less voices and to really finding out who I am. But there’s so much that I’m afraid of also. I’m afraid of losing myself. I’m afraid of being TOO afraid to really capitalize on this experience and do all the things I want to do. I’m afraid I’ll revert to being the same person I’ve always been…fearful, timid, quiet. I’m just afraid. And I’m stressed, and I’m worried, and just……sigh!